doubts

So yeah im start have doubts abiuyt my bf cause i not sure if were even going out hes never around it kind of lonely lol.Sorry about the complains i just dont know he is the first offical boyfriend ive even happed so yeah its weird.Sleep cuase its like 3 somthing in the morning(i haven't chacked the time yet).But im not sleep at all cause i went to sleep at kile 5 pm yesterday so yeah lol ,umm...i dont know my necks hurt and i really wish is didnt.Thats really al i have to rant about to day soo far.

Sleepy/sick

Ok so i have been home from school the last to day and mostly sleeping all day but to day im going to school.Im sleepy and dont even feel like going like the cry baby i am lol sorry.ok i gotta hurry this up cuz i gotta get ready for school.Ummm ...i dont know what else to write nothing exicting has happened cuz it only 5: somthing am in the moring lol so ill write more later ..^_^

Sleep

ummm so im really tired and i dont know why lol oh and i drew a pic of valentines day pick (i drew it on paint so its not that good lol but please no mean comments.So anyways ..its friday the 13th and i'm having a supprisingly good day today lol .school tiresome i wish i didnt have to go (man i complian alot lately sorry)soo umm..... i dont know what else to write lol nothing exicting has happen lately lol.

*Sigh*

So yeah i dont have much to write Expect Thanks everyone for visting my blog lol and thanks for all the help it made me feel better lol.Ok you so know how i got a boyfriend on 11 wed right umm so do you think i should get him somthing for valentines day ...0_0 i have no idea if i should...So w=yeah and i hateeee skool lately cuzz man i hate waking up a 4:30 to make sure im not kate fir school .So About the rants i tired i think i gonna go to be soon lol,

new bf

So i anwser one of the boyz today who asked me out and said yeas ive know this guy scince the 7th grade now im in the 9th and hes really nice im kinda happy .but ... ive never had a real boyfriend before well i never really wanted a boyfriend befor sooo im kinda nerous lol.So yeah hes a very nice guy but a be stupid at time...So anyways anyone doing anything important for valetines day?


Ps.oh yeah to boy from online i do know him for school he just asked me out over the internet.... anyways so yeah l0l

Valentine day

Valentine day suck ...I got asked out by two boys today well three if you count online.Normally a girl would be happy about it but you know it make my stomach qwesy just thinking about it.I dont know how to react any more if i keep ingoring them it's going to cause troble plus i do like one of the but i got a bit of trust issues .It a bit different online cuz i know i move again i wont lose anyone important (well unless on day u up and stoped come lol)Its just scary .I know what a whimp i am .Bbut is scarys me alot to have to put alot of trust in some one ...so yeah i mean it hard for me to trust people who i ican talk face to face with

Middle child

im not in sucha good mood lately and First off let me to explain i am the middle child off my family with a older sister and a younger brother.And lately i wish i never asked for a little brother and that my older sister would just move out of the house already(like she alwas she has her own life of her own and dosen't need us)>_<...She and my little brother alwas gang up on me it really makes me mad.Plus i use to think my big sister was the best person in the world because she alwas stood up for me when my mom picked on me because i did something to my little brother(My moms fave child)..But not she more like shes the master and me and my brother are her person servent.


...Umm sorry about that i was just really mad and thouhgt writing it down would make me feel better lol sorry about my ranting. To get of that grim subject i was wondering does any one know any good recipes for any kinda of sweet?Cake,cookies ,anything like that would be perfect right now lol sooo sorry about the ranting a

Koko Ni Iru Yo! Next ch

Ummm... geuss what the new chapter of Koko Ni Iru Yo! just can out and i cant help thinking black rabit is teru.I mean im sure it on the other guy(I can't rember his name... sorry)So um it's saturday and there no skool Yay.Even though I didn't go to skool yesterday.umm sooo ..My lives not that exicting sorry ... i dont have much to say other than i really want a choclate chip cookie right now.umm so yeah ..sorry my life is so boring lol

Staying home

So... geuss what I begged my parent to let me stay home and they accally let me im happy also kinda supprised I was sure they would send me to school because i not dieing of sickness and i didnt break anything lol.umm soo ... they nothing to do but watch t.v and clean oh and go on the computer sooo yay not skool.^_^

sleepy

im soooooo tired its to early to go to school...today welll be doing nothing because there will be plays going on all day but you gotta pay soo i'll sitting in class all day.umm lets see thanks for the flower suggestioin im such a coppy cat im copy wanting to growa flow form a manga man i suck...umm anyways lets see ummm ill write more when the day is over because im gonna be late and miss the bus .^_^

ummmmmm....

so thank you avanalie and Pkai for helping so umm lets see.Sorry i'm kinda slow lol sorry I really happy even if was only two people came and read my blog you can belive how happy it made me .I'm a child arent i was was so amazed with something like this.but ...umm so what should i write now lol umm i geuss umm ohh i was think about growing flowers somewhere in my back yard when winter over and it warms up here. i might not have a green thumb but ill try does anyone have a suggestion?